Saturday, December 18, 2010

Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

In the airport.

So the internet is pretty slow here in the airport. Chad parr just got online. Thats makes things better.

This morning I woke up at 9am I couldn't sleep in till 10 which was the plan. I guess I was too excited. I carried many things and threw away lots of garbage. All my stuff is on my bed though. and barbara's because i had too much stuff to fit on one bed.

The drive from rexburg to salt lake was quite long with out having any music. But I did fall asleep which was pretty nice.

I can't believe i'll be home so soon. Crazy.


I wonder who will come pick me up? I wonder if jaime will be in the airport soon? Im flying out of gate C6. Im in C5 though because my computers plugged in and im by a nice window. But its dark out so i can't see anything.

I love orbit sweet mint gum with soft lips vanilla chapstick.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Kiss me here, and hold my hand. Let me feel like im the only one, i know you can, wont you do it for me now.

My fingers are cold

In the ricks.

I just ate a little loaf of bread. it was good.

Just my stoners presentation and then wait 3 hours going over the proclamation then family foundations class.. and then im done! Joy joy.

It feels unreal to think about going home soon. Like. 3 days. Crazy. I don't believe it yet.

And then i get to see Chad Ryan Parr!

Im going to have lunch with scotia tomorrow. That'll be cool. I need to go return two books to the viking place, and sell back one book to the bookstore.. or maybe i can see if they will pay more for it at the viking place..

my hands are warm now, my toes are not.

My room roommate emily leaves tonight. She was an alright roommate. I found out the other day.. it was crazy.. her family does the little hand shaking after prayer at dinner time too. Its a german thing, like my family does it every meal.. but hers just does it on occasion. but still.. and then they also celebrate saint Nickolas like my family too!... which is german too. So yeah. Pretty crazy. We had like tons of similar things, like living two doors down from each other in the dorms, being in the same american foundations class one year, being on the same plane flying into rexburg.

I used my new cd player this morning.. i like it. Its much nicer then the old one. Im glad i bought it for 8 dollars. And i like my slippers.


Friday, December 10, 2010

Please come back home. You know, the place where you used to live.

Im finished with mostly everything! Did my freshmen presentation, wrote my extra paper, did my extra math, took my math final. Which my math final was so great, he just gave us a paper we flipped it over and we just circled a percent that we think we deserve. I did 94-97 percent. And then we wrote a paragraph about the 10000 rule.

Now im just laying in my bed. Chad parr left. I was talking to him but not anymore. Kimberly is taking a test right now and after she is done she has to print a couple things and i will walk to the library and meet her there then we will go to her house. She is scrapbooking for her book of remembrance thing for school. And i think i will go through my pictures and put the ones i want in my future photo album in a little folder.

Kim called me. Im leaving now. After i finish No.5 by Hollywood undead.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Don't bother because this love is a lie, im a chemical kid, your a mechanical bride.

yeah...

Forgot my math book so i don't really have anything to do again. Just listening to music and waiting for class.

Im always paranoid now that my music is going to all of a sudden go out loud. I check to make sure its not some times. I think its when i have skype that it does. Because i just even had my sound on mute and the skype start up noise came on. It was stupid.

My hands are dry. and i even put lotion on this morning.. soo. yeah.

Its prettier outside today.

Some songs that are suggestive, i wonder if they are actually being suggestive or they just sound like it.

If i bought all my tracks on last.fm, i'd have to pay $46.43



Monday, December 6, 2010

So. I found that i can clog with a b from my cell phone. This would be cool if i could send pictures too. Maybe some day i will be able to do that.

I know that to go on i'll break you my habit.

Im sitting in the hallway again. Kimberly was here but not anymore. Im on the second floor. by the math classrooms. Waiting for class to start in.. like 20 plus some mins.

My computer is not going to last that long though the battery will be dying. I have the plug. and there is a plug in next to me. So... I guess i could do that.

I finished everything I need to do for English class, i just need to do like an evaluation for the last week and do little things like that. But the project is finished

We are putting together our poster board for my soc project at 6 on the 3rd floor of the library.

I get out of class at 6.

Im thirsty thirsty.

I didn't do my math for class, i forgot my math book and i don't even have my notebook. Im doing that best in that class. But it'll work out. Im tired of math though. Its too much work.

There are no rides going to the salt lake airport on the 18th. I might have to get the salt lake express. Hopefully there will be some one driving down when i fly back on the 2nd so i don't have to pay $47 again.

Im so very excited to go home. So so.

I like olive garden.

I could drink a river right now. But not really.

It was snowing like hardcore today. I think it still is.

Friday, December 3, 2010

you sing your lonely melody and im just keeping time.

In the hallway of the ricks. By the vending machines

I was talking to my dad on my cell phone because its his birthday. Then my brother and mary, who are in canada got on skype and were talking to him. So he was like.. get on skpye. So i did. And we all talked together. But i didn't want to talk out loud into my computer in the hallway because that can be weird. So i just had my headphones in and talked to them through typing while they talked out loud. It was cool. We talked for like an hour. I felt really silly when i laughed out loud. So i tried really hard not to laugh out loud. it was hard.

While i was talking to my brother and father this guy next to me started talking to me and it was like.. what does he think he's doing? like i had my headphones in and was typing and everything. But anyways, i took one of my headphones out and answered his questions. And while talking to him was talking to my brother and dad about how weird he was. It was funny.

My butt hurts.

2 more weeks till I go home!

I looked on the bulletin and found this girl driving to salt lake airport on the 18th at 12pm. So I emailed her seeing if she will let me come with her. My flight isn't until 9:45pm. But if it takes like 4 hours to get to salt lake and then it takes like 30mins to park and get checked in go through security and stuff. then wait an hour. So then i'll be in the airport a couple hours. Which will be fine. I'll just watch netfix sitting in the airport.

I learned i get to put my stuff on my future bed in my apartment. So thats really nice that i don't have to pack it all up again.

I'll go to class now.



Thursday, December 2, 2010

Im constantly on a down and im tired of waiting. Climb to the top, we climb to the top, and now your falling again.

Im sitting in the second floor of the library. Up where my friend chad use to sit. Its kind of nice.
But...

So i was sitting here listening to last.fm.. then went to go change the volume and then all of a sudden the music started playing on my laptop out loud not in my headphones. I hurriedly went to click the mute button but it didn't work and the volume mover thing was frozen too. It was scary. And like totally quiet except for me and my loud laptop. Luckly i there is this big plant im behind. Then i pressed the stop button on the music and it stopped. Thankkgoodness.

And then every time i went to go change the volume.. even with nothing playing it would freeze. So i restarted the computer and it started up with this never before seen "needs to check the files" thing. and did that. Then started back up. And the volume would still freeze.

So i went to the computer help desk. And they helped me. But also gave me a lesson on not stealing music and uninstalled my limewire. He then became my not favorite person.. even though he did fix my volume thing by uninstalling and reinstalling it.

And now im back sitting in my chair with my headphones and music playing in them. not out loud. And still by the big plant.

I have a group meeting at 7:15, its 6:41 right now.

I need to make a calendar. And plan things. Because i feel un planed right now.

Also, just in defense of limewire.. because i still feel a little hurt about that... I have never had a problem with a virus because of it. And i've had limewire for.. years and years. So.. yeah.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

breathing deeply, walking backwards.

Went to a group meeting this morning at 10. Im a little excited about our project. We meet on friday.

Found out my marriage class in canceled tomorrow!

I got an email saying my computer thing was ready to get. I went, it was not ready.

My group is presenting in an hour and some mins in math class. I have a little part to talk about the 10,000 hour rule... which is how people are not born with any special ability it takes 10,000 hours to become a skilled professional or expert at something. Also, there is know one who is naturally bad at something, if you do work 10,000 hours its not going to make your worse, only better. And yeah.. thats pretty much all i have to say. And then we have this short board game thing based off of the life game.. and yeah. should be cool.

Im meeting tomorrow at 7pm for a stoners meeting for juvenile delinquency.

I have two jackets and a scarf, and they are big and make a pile when i take them off.

Im not wearing any socks. I don't like it.

I have to memorize this:
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We, the First Presidency and the Council of the Twelve Apostles of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, solemnly proclaim that marriage between a man and a woman is ordained of God and that the family is central to the Creator's plan for the eternal destiny of His children.

All human beings—male and female—are created in the image of God. Each is a beloved spirit son or daughter of heavenly parents, and, as such, each has a divine nature and destiny. Gender is an essential characteristic of individual premortal, mortal, and eternal identity and purpose.

In the premortal realm, spirit sons and daughters knew and worshiped God as their Eternal Father and accepted His plan by which His children could obtain a physical body and gain earthly experience to progress toward perfection and ultimately realize his or her divine destiny as an heir of eternal life. The divine plan of happiness enables family relationships to be perpetuated beyond the grave. Sacred ordinances and covenants available in holy temples make it possible for individuals to return to the presence of God and for families to be united eternally.

The first commandment that God gave to Adam and Eve pertained to their potential for parenthood as husband and wife. We declare that God's commandment for His children to multiply and replenish the earth remains in force. We further declare that God has commanded that the sacred powers of procreation are to be employed only between man and woman, lawfully wedded as husband and wife.

We declare the means by which mortal life is created to be divinely appointed. We affirm the sanctity of life and of its importance in God's eternal plan.

Husband and wife have a solemn responsibility to love and care for each other and for their children. "Children are an heritage of the Lord" (Psalms 127:3). Parents have a sacred duty to rear their children in love and righteousness, to provide for their physical and spiritual needs, to teach them to love and serve one another, to observe the commandments of God and to be law-abiding citizens wherever they live. Husbands and wives—mothers and fathers—will be held accountable before God for the discharge of these obligations.

The family is ordained of God. Marriage between man and woman is essential to His eternal plan. Children are entitled to birth within the bonds of matrimony, and to be reared by a father and a mother who honor marital vows with complete fidelity. Happiness in family life is most likely to be achieved when founded upon the teachings of the Lord Jesus Christ. Successful marriages and families are established and maintained on principles of faith, prayer, repentance, forgiveness, respect, love, compassion, work, and wholesome recreational activities. By divine design, fathers are to preside over their families in love and righteousness and are responsible to provide the necessities of life and protection for their families. Mothers are primarily responsible for the nurture of their children. In these sacred responsibilities, fathers and mothers are obligated to help one another as equal partners. Disability, death, or other circumstances may necessitate individual adaptation. Extended families should lend support when needed.

We warn that individuals who violate covenants of chastity, who abuse spouse or offspring, or who fail to fulfill family responsibilities will one day stand accountable before God. Further, we warn that the disintegration of the family will bring upon individuals, communities, and nations the calamities foretold by ancient and modern prophets.
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In the next two weeks. Im dying inside a little bit.