Monday, August 30, 2010

i fell asleep with you still talking to me.

"we had stake tonight it was really good" - this is true.

My last day for work is tomorrow. Joy joy. Work has actually turned out to be pretty great. For 12 dollars an hour and doing what im doing its pretty fantastic. I get to text and everything.

Its difficult to be happy at home. I wish it was easier

I hope the home i have some day is a happy one.

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

this kind of sucks.

Im just sitting on my couch watching some dexter. Im on to the second episode. Its not too bad. I think i like it. A little creepy. But all right.

I've been thinking about next semester and how sad i am about it. I hope i survive.

Its not fair how things work out sometimes.

im doing my laundry. I don't like doing laundry. I wish clothes stayed clean for forever. I have this one pair a jeans which are my favorite favorite by the way. I like them a lot. I'd wear just that pair if i could.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

With the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection.

What was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane.

So. Listening to bright eyes.. fantastic. He really is wonderful.

I'm rather sickly. My throat is a killer and my head is so heavy. Im laying down on the couch. dying i think.

Sunday, August 15, 2010

Leather couches. Warm fires. Fluffy pillows. Bright colors,

So. Im ready to leave now. I can't stand the thought of waking up for work tomorrow. and then waking up the next day, and the next, and the next, and the next.

Then its the weekend and Mary & Michael are coming to visit. Very cool. And then I have a dentist and eye doctor appointment. I don't care for the dentist too much. They seem useless... And then i go to chruch and have my last family history sunday school class, which im very fond of.

And then i go to sleep early and wake up for work. Which i do the next day, and the next day, and the next day, and the next.

And then I go Camping!

And then that last week im not sure if i'll still have to go to work.

And then I fly to seattle and then rexburg. Oh joy.

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

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Its 12:19 in Rexburg, Idaho. But not in Anchorage Alaska. I watched the first disk of season 4 of the hills tonight. It was lovely.

Im rather tired. I should go to bed quickly. quickly.

3 weeks and 2 days until im flying to seattle where i'll hop off the plane see my grand grandparents which im quite excited about. I hope its warm because they have a pool there and it could be very nice to chill outside a bit. Perhaps be tan? Just a little? That would joyful.

I texted kim a bit today while i had my lunch break in the parking lot in kaleigh's car.

Monday, August 9, 2010

Pause.

So im watching a movie with my mother. Its the constant gardener.. So far a little lame, kind of slow. Now its very slow since she has put it on pause to talk to my father who is in Texas for work. I would like to go to Texas right now. I want to be warm and tan and happy. Texas could bring me that. But i'd like to go to a beach so maybe california would bring me that better. Speaking of California i haven't been to an amusement park in so very long. A roller coaster would be quite lovely.

tan+warm+roller coaster=happy.

Friday, August 6, 2010

Works sucks.. I know.

My second day of work was today. I little better then the first day but still quite lame. There is this one grumpy lady named donna, she is grumpy. When she's not around im pretty ok with the job though. I feel a bit unnecessary i don't do much but maybe once training starts i'll be more help i suppose?

I bought some new shoes. They killed my feet

I love weekends now. So very much.

28 days till I leave Alaska.

I still don't know if chad has gotten accepted to fast grad?....

I bit my nail too short on my finger. It hurts

Speaking of It hurts i believe angels and airwaves may be my favorite band?.. Maybe?..

Tuesday, August 3, 2010

its two days before Thursday

Well. I am home. I have 4 weeks plus seven days. So 5 weeks here in Alaska.

I have a job. I'll be working at the Alaska Womens Health Clinic. or such. It should be fine i hear i wont be doing much just greeting and signing people in occasionally answering the phone.

I redid my blog. But I want the color red and then blue. But the blue and pink still look cool together but then there can't be the red if there is the pink. Its all very difficult.

Hannah is coming over tomorrow.

So is Austin Jenna's boyfriend

My boyfriend Chad will not be coming over

And the internet sucks.

When its slow.