Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars?

In the airport.

So the internet is pretty slow here in the airport. Chad parr just got online. Thats makes things better.

This morning I woke up at 9am I couldn't sleep in till 10 which was the plan. I guess I was too excited. I carried many things and threw away lots of garbage. All my stuff is on my bed though. and barbara's because i had too much stuff to fit on one bed.

The drive from rexburg to salt lake was quite long with out having any music. But I did fall asleep which was pretty nice.

I can't believe i'll be home so soon. Crazy.

I wonder who will come pick me up? I wonder if jaime will be in the airport soon? Im flying out of gate C6. Im in C5 though because my computers plugged in and im by a nice window. But its dark out so i can't see anything.

I love orbit sweet mint gum with soft lips vanilla chapstick.

Kiss me here, and hold my hand. Let me feel like im the only one, i know you can, wont you do it for me now.

My fingers are cold

In the ricks.

I just ate a little loaf of bread. it was good.

Just my stoners presentation and then wait 3 hours going over the proclamation then family foundations class.. and then im done! Joy joy.

It feels unreal to think about going home soon. Like. 3 days. Crazy. I don't believe it yet.

And then i get to see Chad Ryan Parr!

Im going to have lunch with scotia tomorrow. That'll be cool. I need to go return two books to the viking place, and sell back one book to the bookstore.. or maybe i can see if they will pay more for it at the viking place..

my hands are warm now, my toes are not.

My room roommate emily leaves tonight. She was an alright roommate. I found out the other day.. it was crazy.. her family does the little hand shaking after prayer at dinner time too. Its a german thing, like my family does it every meal.. but hers just does it on occasion. but still.. and then they also celebrate saint Nickolas like my family too!... which is german too. So yeah. Pretty crazy. We had like tons of similar things, like living two doors down from each other in the dorms, being in the same american foundations class one year, being on the same plane flying into rexburg.

I used my new cd player this morning.. i like it. Its much nicer then the old one. Im glad i bought it for 8 dollars. And i like my slippers.

Please come back home. You know, the place where you used to live.

Im finished with mostly everything! Did my freshmen presentation, wrote my extra paper, did my extra math, took my math final. Which my math final was so great, he just gave us a paper we flipped it over and we just circled a percent that we think we deserve. I did 94-97 percent. And then we wrote a paragraph about the 10000 rule.

Now im just laying in my bed. Chad parr left. I was talking to him but not anymore. Kimberly is taking a test right now and after she is done she has to print a couple things and i will walk to the library and meet her there then we will go to her house. She is scrapbooking for her book of remembrance thing for school. And i think i will go through my pictures and put the ones i want in my future photo album in a little folder.

Kim called me. Im leaving now. After i finish No.5 by Hollywood undead.

Don't bother because this love is a lie, im a chemical kid, your a mechanical bride.

yeah...

Forgot my math book so i don't really have anything to do again. Just listening to music and waiting for class.

Im always paranoid now that my music is going to all of a sudden go out loud. I check to make sure its not some times. I think its when i have skype that it does. Because i just even had my sound on mute and the skype start up noise came on. It was stupid.

My hands are dry. and i even put lotion on this morning.. soo. yeah.

Its prettier outside today.

Some songs that are suggestive, i wonder if they are actually being suggestive or they just sound like it.

If i bought all my ♥ tracks on last.fm, i'd have to pay $46.43

So. I found that i can clog with a b from my cell phone. This would be cool if i could send pictures too. Maybe some day i will be able to do that.

I know that to go on i'll break you my habit.

Im sitting in the hallway again. Kimberly was here but not anymore. Im on the second floor. by the math classrooms. Waiting for class to start in.. like 20 plus some mins.

My computer is not going to last that long though the battery will be dying. I have the plug. and there is a plug in next to me. So... I guess i could do that.

I finished everything I need to do for English class, i just need to do like an evaluation for the last week and do little things like that. But the project is finished

We are putting together our poster board for my soc project at 6 on the 3rd floor of the library.

I get out of class at 6.

Im thirsty thirsty.

I didn't do my math for class, i forgot my math book and i don't even have my notebook. Im doing that best in that class. But it'll work out. Im tired of math though. Its too much work.

There are no rides going to the salt lake airport on the 18th. I might have to get the salt lake express. Hopefully there will be some one driving down when i fly back on the 2nd so i don't have to pay $47 again.

Im so very excited to go home. So so.

I like olive garden.

I could drink a river right now. But not really.

It was snowing like hardcore today. I think it still is.

you sing your lonely melody and im just keeping time.

In the hallway of the ricks. By the vending machines

I was talking to my dad on my cell phone because its his birthday. Then my brother and mary, who are in canada got on skype and were talking to him. So he was like.. get on skpye. So i did. And we all talked together. But i didn't want to talk out loud into my computer in the hallway because that can be weird. So i just had my headphones in and talked to them through typing while they talked out loud. It was cool. We talked for like an hour. I felt really silly when i laughed out loud. So i tried really hard not to laugh out loud. it was hard.

While i was talking to my brother and father this guy next to me started talking to me and it was like.. what does he think he's doing? like i had my headphones in and was typing and everything. But anyways, i took one of my headphones out and answered his questions. And while talking to him was talking to my brother and dad about how weird he was. It was funny.

My butt hurts.

2 more weeks till I go home!

I looked on the bulletin and found this girl driving to salt lake airport on the 18th at 12pm. So I emailed her seeing if she will let me come with her. My flight isn't until 9:45pm. But if it takes like 4 hours to get to salt lake and then it takes like 30mins to park and get checked in go through security and stuff. then wait an hour. So then i'll be in the airport a couple hours. Which will be fine. I'll just watch netfix sitting in the airport.

I learned i get to put my stuff on my future bed in my apartment. So thats really nice that i don't have to pack it all up again.

I'll go to class now.

Im constantly on a down and im tired of waiting. Climb to the top, we climb to the top, and now your falling again.

Im sitting in the second floor of the library. Up where my friend chad use to sit. Its kind of nice.

But...

So i was sitting here listening to last.fm.. then went to go change the volume and then all of a sudden the music started playing on my laptop out loud not in my headphones. I hurriedly went to click the mute button but it didn't work and the volume mover thing was frozen too. It was scary. And like totally quiet except for me and my loud laptop. Luckly i there is this big plant im behind. Then i pressed the stop button on the music and it stopped. Thankkgoodness.

And then every time i went to go change the volume.. even with nothing playing it would freeze. So i restarted the computer and it started up with this never before seen "needs to check the files" thing. and did that. Then started back up. And the volume would still freeze.

So i went to the computer help desk. And they helped me. But also gave me a lesson on not stealing music and uninstalled my limewire. He then became my not favorite person.. even though he did fix my volume thing by uninstalling and reinstalling it.

And now im back sitting in my chair with my headphones and music playing in them. not out loud. And still by the big plant.

I have a group meeting at 7:15, its 6:41 right now.

I need to make a calendar. And plan things. Because i feel un planed right now.

Also, just in defense of limewire.. because i still feel a little hurt about that... I have never had a problem with a virus because of it. And i've had limewire for.. years and years. So.. yeah.

breathing deeply, walking backwards.

Went to a group meeting this morning at 10. Im a little excited about our project. We meet on friday.

Found out my marriage class in canceled tomorrow!

I got an email saying my computer thing was ready to get. I went, it was not ready.

My group is presenting in an hour and some mins in math class. I have a little part to talk about the 10,000 hour rule... which is how people are not born with any special ability it takes 10,000 hours to become a skilled professional or expert at something. Also, there is know one who is naturally bad at something, if you do work 10,000 hours its not going to make your worse, only better. And yeah.. thats pretty much all i have to say. And then we have this short board game thing based off of the life game.. and yeah. should be cool.

Im meeting tomorrow at 7pm for a stoners meeting for juvenile delinquency.

I have two jackets and a scarf, and they are big and make a pile when i take them off.

Im not wearing any socks. I don't like it.

I have to memorize this:
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We, the First Presidency and the Council of the Twelve Apostles of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, solemnly proclaim that marriage between a man and a woman is ordained of God and that the family is central to the Creator's plan for the eternal destiny of His children.

All human beings—male and female—are created in the image of God. Each is a beloved spirit son or daughter of heavenly parents, and, as such, each has a divine nature and destiny. Gender is an essential characteristic of individual premortal, mortal, and eternal identity and purpose.

In the premortal realm, spirit sons and daughters knew and worshiped God as their Eternal Father and accepted His plan by which His children could obtain a physical body and gain earthly experience to progress toward perfection and ultimately realize his or her divine destiny as an heir of eternal life. The divine plan of happiness enables family relationships to be perpetuated beyond the grave. Sacred ordinances and covenants available in holy temples make it possible for individuals to return to the presence of God and for families to be united eternally.

The first commandment that God gave to Adam and Eve pertained to their potential for parenthood as husband and wife. We declare that God's commandment for His children to multiply and replenish the earth remains in force. We further declare that God has commanded that the sacred powers of procreation are to be employed only between man and woman, lawfully wedded as husband and wife.

We declare the means by which mortal life is created to be divinely appointed. We affirm the sanctity of life and of its importance in God's eternal plan.

Husband and wife have a solemn responsibility to love and care for each other and for their children. "Children are an heritage of the Lord" (Psalms 127:3). Parents have a sacred duty to rear their children in love and righteousness, to provide for their physical and spiritual needs, to teach them to love and serve one another, to observe the commandments of God and to be law-abiding citizens wherever they live. Husbands and wives—mothers and fathers—will be held accountable before God for the discharge of these obligations.

The family is ordained of God. Marriage between man and woman is essential to His eternal plan. Children are entitled to birth within the bonds of matrimony, and to be reared by a father and a mother who honor marital vows with complete fidelity. Happiness in family life is most likely to be achieved when founded upon the teachings of the Lord Jesus Christ. Successful marriages and families are established and maintained on principles of faith, prayer, repentance, forgiveness, respect, love, compassion, work, and wholesome recreational activities. By divine design, fathers are to preside over their families in love and righteousness and are responsible to provide the necessities of life and protection for their families. Mothers are primarily responsible for the nurture of their children. In these sacred responsibilities, fathers and mothers are obligated to help one another as equal partners. Disability, death, or other circumstances may necessitate individual adaptation. Extended families should lend support when needed.

We warn that individuals who violate covenants of chastity, who abuse spouse or offspring, or who fail to fulfill family responsibilities will one day stand accountable before God. Further, we warn that the disintegration of the family will bring upon individuals, communities, and nations the calamities foretold by ancient and modern prophets.
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In the next two weeks. Im dying inside a little bit.

Oh i need you now. the earth fell fast asleep, this room is safe and sound, will you lay here with me?

Went to the dentist this morning at 1. The crown was slightly whiter then my teeth, so they took it away and will give it back in a couple days. sad.


I can't help it but i have to put this other tooth picture to. it makes me want to laugh really hard


Anyways..

I have a math meeting in 7 mins downstairs in the ricks.
I got a nice but stopped too soon of a phone call today from chad parr.
I have to tell him something..
Tomorrow, I am have to talk to Stephany or however you spell it about changing my housing to a monthly payment instead of a really large one payment in 2 days.
Tomorrow, i think i will try to mail chad's christmas present. i will have to try and remember to get his address again. maybe this time the present will actually get to him.
Hey, i just realized i never got an email back about my zumiez package.
im thirsty thirsty.
And its cold outside.
And i think i'll have to type a fake paper again for family foundations. i was suppose to find out the love language of like 5 different people then try to show love in their way to them.. but I forgot to find out different peoples love language and its due today at 5. And i actually thought this one would have been kind of cool to. maybe i'll write the paper then find it out anyways. haha. or not..
i saw thomas in the mc when i was walking to class and stopped and talked to him for a while. it was nice.

Give me freedom, give me fire, give me reason, take me higher

Going to walmart today.

I need my ipod touch. And limewire back.

Maybe i should start buying music?

hm. No. nevermind that.

Julian Smith, this youtube people, who i think are really funny.

Get some.

Im in Sandy utah. At my relatives.

I tired to like get their songs from their ipod to my computer. Didn't work. Apple sucks.

Its making me a little disappointed that my ipod touch will be used with itunes. But oh well.

Their house is cold. Im cold

There is a forever 21 here. But, i checked and i have not so much money. I should see if my mom would be happy with giving me more money.

Stormin through the party like my name was El Nino

I took my juvenile delinquency final. It was super easy. I hate when you think its one answer but then double guess yourself and put the other. As soon as i walked out of the testing center I knew ravers use ecstasy not weed.

Im packing.. pretty much done.. just need like my shower and make up stuff.

I ate my favorite salad from the mc. It was super. Like always. But i never like the chicken in it.. and when ever i don't say no chicken i alway regret it.

I wish i had an mp3 player for when im going to sandy. I don't have AAA batteries for mine.

I wonder if my walkman's batteries are still good?

There is a man in my apartment fixing electric stuff. My apartment is falling apart.

A hard little candy sounds good.

Do you bring your own towel when you go to a strangers house?

There is one of those little business on campus that sell those "skin" things that go on your computer. I bought one. I hope i like it when i get it..

.

Yeah. thats it. haha.

Only 3 more weeks of school!

Things i have to do during thanksgiving

-Math: 7c,7e,5a,5c,5e

-Email jill notes from meeting

-Create freshmen orientation outline

-Read The Way We Never Were... some of it

-Fix English paper.

Ew.

Can I even complicate your breathing.

I would like to talk to Chad Ryan Parr.

I slept in.

I accidentally called UPS on my cell phone

I am reading "Mother's employment outside the home"

I wanted chocolate milk this morning, all i had was hot chocolate powder, I put it in my water bottle with milk. It worked out.

I think im going crazy. I feel like one of those people on greys anatomy that go to the doctor wanting them to cut their arm off because it doesn't feel like it belongs to them. Thats how me and my tooth feel about each other.

I also almost eat a random berry i saw on a bush. I really am going crazy.

I was invited by my seat friend Indy to go to some cultural dance show thing on December 1st. Im pretty sure kimberly and I will be going. Indy does not have an STD but she does of OCD.

I think i like the band called call the cops. Perhaps.

I can't wait for my Ipod touch. Gosh.

I swear you don't have to go, I thought we could wait for the fireworks. I thought we could wait for the snow.

In the ricks..

I have a stoners group meeting at 12:45, so i have a little while. Group work can be difficult or annoying. People should all think the same. Just kidding. Im in a new group for my foundations of sociology class. Im in the freshmen orientation group. So we are like.. looking at the one here and seeing how you could improve it and stuff and then at the end of the class we have to present infront of the class as if they were like the kim b and activities people and stuff.

I miss the downstairs computer lab in the ricks.

Theres a girl next to me eating one of those little loafs of bread, it smells super.

There are a couple things for math i need to do.

When i get home im going to watch greys. Or by mittens.

Its almost thanksgiving break!

This night is endless, the sky is falling down on us and you sit right next to me.

I have no class from 11:15- 5. Its 3:15 now. I've been looking at flickr pictures and wishing i could be fantastic at photography. I really want to take pictures, but be super, and have photoshop. When i go home i think i'll try to take pictures often often. I think?

I think i'll buy some chocolate milk. nevermind.

I have class in the Taylor chapel today. thats at 5.

Limewire failed me.

"On October 26, 2010, Judge Kimba Wood, a US federal court judge, issued an injunction forcing LimeWire to prevent "the searching, downloading, uploading, file trading and/or file distribution functionality, and/or all functionality" of its software. As a result of the injunction, LimeWire 5.5.11 and newer have been disabled using a backdoor installed by the company. However, version 5.5.10 and all prior versions of LimeWire remain fully functional and cannot be disabled unless a user upgrades to one of the newer versions. A trial investigating the damages necessary to compensate the affected record labels is scheduled to begin in January 2011." -Wikipedia.com

So i guess i need to see if i can download 5.5.10. Or else my life might just end.

Angels and Airwaves Love movie comes out Valentines day 2011. So that is 96 more days, or 3 months and 4 days, or 13 weeks, or 2304 hours.

Scroll:Volume 122:Issue 33:Novermber 2, 2010

I just had a group meeting with my stoners group for juvenile delinquency. The people in the group are kind of annoying.. they seem to want to just tell their life stories. But it didn't last very long and then heidi emily and i stayed and eat heidi's homemade guacamole with chips and talked. It was good.

I have gum now, but i still need chapstick.

I haven't done my math homework. hm. I really want to skip math right now. I shouldn't..but i want to. I usually learn things that i really need to learn when i go. Ok i looked at the chapter. I have no idea. So i really need to go to class. darn.

I don't have my headphones, i would like to watch greys. I will do that right when i get home.

I got a letter from ben and jenna the other day. it was so funny. They are funny. Its hannahs birthday party today. They are having it at the H20 the water park. I hope they take lots of pictures. Even though i've worked there and my dads a share holder i've never been there gone swimming there. haha. I should go sometime. It would be cool. Not like super cool. Because its not way intense.. but cool.

I bought a book today for my sociology class. I have to do two things outside of class that apply to class in order to get a grade higher then a C. So im reading the way we never were. It looks pretty good. Im kind of excited to read it.

I just spent a lot of time on netflix looking for movies.. i think i found somethings to watch. I do want to listen to some of fallen today though too. So i will do that. i wonder if i'll be hanging out with kimberly this weekend?

I never thought this life was possible, your the yellow bird that i've been waiting for.

I got up for class today and got ready but then felt kind of depressed and slow so I laid down for about an hour and missed my class, then looked at a calendar and listened to blood on the dance floor and became happy again. Im really tired of being alone.

In juvenile delinquency class today indy had left over homemade salsa and then some chips and it was super. Our teacher wasn't there so we just ignored the sub and talked about getting pregnant and periods. Emily hasn't had her baby yet.

Next week we don't have to class at all because of the field trip to the ppc center on thursday. Super exciting.

I skipped family foundations on monday and my seat buddy brek texted me yesterday and told me that the teacher told us to bring all of our readings to class today. That was very nice of him. I dont know why we need our readings.

I need gum and soft lips.

Indy told me she use to do pot today. I like that girl. I hope I have another class with her sometime.

I have to go to math class in a moment. i don't like math class. I wish my boyfriend chad parr would call me and then i'd skip class.

My mp3 player says the batteries are low and it wont play any songs. And i just put knew ones on today. So disappointing. In a little while i wont be having this problem when i have my super cool ipod touch.

amen.

Silent

So i didn't read for my last class and it worked out alright. Although i didn't feel very useful when we were in groups. but oh well.. I still need to find two more extra things to do for that class so i can get a B. He mentioned the book, The Way we Never Were.. which sounds interesting, so I will read that if he says its ok.

I've been very not in the mood to do homework lately.

we have a guest speaker in juvenile delinquency so thats nice. Our friend Emily should be having her baby like any day. its funny she wasn't in class last time and we were all like.. she's having a baby. But i don't she did yet. But it'll be like.. between now and next week so thats pretty crazy. It would be crazy if she started having her baby in class! Then we'd get to stop class for a moment.

My hands are dry i need lotion.

I have a lot of math to do. and im not doing it right now. Im not even listening to music right now. just sitting here.

For english there was a bunch of research topics that we got to vote on and then the top 3 got picked for what we are going to have to pick from, and all three that won are so dumb. It made me a little upset to see the ones that were picked.

I don't get to go home until after 6. Thats kind of depressing. I've never skipped family foundations before. Maybe i should. huh. That would be kind of nice. If im still tired and uninterested by then i think i will skip it.

I get to register for classes in 7 more days!!

5th row from the door, 4th computer from the chalk board.

I just ate some cheese string. Im still hungry.

I have some math homework, but i don't really want to do it right now. Maybe i should go to the library and find out how to rent a kindle. I do have an hour before class starts. i think I will.

yep.

my thumb hurts.

ABC

all my roommates do is watch friends and football. Its annoying

i missed church this morning, it was stake conference and it was at 9. I set my alarm and it went off and i guess i turned it off and didn't get up because the next time i looked at the clock it was 9:54. I got out of bed at 12:22 and its now 2:30 and i theres nothing to do and i just want to go back to sleep.

I think i'll try memorizing the family proclamation. because i need to do that.

Last time i saw you you turned away..

I went to the lost and found sale with kimberly and zach at 12. There was a huge line it was kind of funny. I've always wanted to go and i didn't know it was like that big of a deal. I guess the people at the very front of the line got there at 6am. Crazy. There wasn't very much good stuff. I got a little umbrella and a ring. $3.50.

My pen exploded a little while ago and its been leaking inside and while i was reading my math homework it like leaked all over my finger. joy

I finished my math homework. And i don't have enough time to watch greys before class.. so i don't know what to do.

I saw that panachi has new clothes in. There are some i like, but i have clothes waiting in my bag on forever 21. its difficult.

Dang, i remembered i still have my doctor visit insurance paper to mail to the insurance people. i need to do that. for certain.

I just put $20 on my icard the other day, and i already only have like $2 left. i was pretty horrible with that this week. I think because i used it to buy this one ring and then i bought a chocolate milk and different drink another day.

I want to buy a blender.

It's getting late your eyes are closed and mine are wide awake

Its monday.

In juvenile delinquency we had this group of boys from the ppc program this juvenile detention center place come and talk to us. And it was so cool. I've decided I want to do be a foster home someday like.. kids with problems are cute. I want to help them.

Its fhe tonight, i think we are making and decorating sugar cookies? ...

My eyes are super tired today for some reason. I should close them.

I have a math final on Wednesday. Today in class we are reviewing. I think it should be very easy. its only 15 questions too. So.. like easy. And then tomorrow or after class on wednesday I need to go take my juvenile midterm. Which will be harder. I need to study that. But its so boring im not a big fan. And then thursday is my marriage midterm. Im really wondering how that'll go. maybe easy maybe hard? maybe.

Barbara went to a green day concert. i want to go to a concert.

I finished my family foundations homework for today and im not going to do my math homework because i don't think its important. So i have nothing to do right now. I was thinking about watch dollhouse.. this show i recently started..but i don't know.. i don't like watching shows on campus. not because i watch sketchy things.. its just like.. awkward to be sitting next to some one while im watching something and are screens are like side by side? Maybe im paranoid.

Oh crap i remembered i do have math homework that is important to do. I will do that.

A cakes no good if you don't mix the bater and bake it.

Its Saturday. Scotty was here yesterday and we played wally ball it was pretty fun. After laura scotty and I watched some volleyball and i've decided I'll play second block volleyball, and Later that night I saw Kathleen and talked to her about it so.. yeah think thats what happening.

I really want to eat out.

Kyleigh is in town visiting her boyfriend, I might be seeing her tonight. I hope so that would be cool.

Im watching walk the line, its a good one. still.

I think going to a football game in a little, zach is coaching the team and my fhe brother is on the team and kim is going to watch it and my roommate emily told our fhe brother she'd go watch it for a little. So we are going for a little.

8 or 9 weeks till I am back home for chirstmas. I found my chirstmas sweater in my drawer. Im excited to wear it. It has snowmen on it.. and other cool things.

8 dollar engagment ring

I am accepted to fast grad. Oh boy.

And so yeah thats pretty good. And I also went to the doctors the other day and got new pills to try for my cold sore and some to help my nose if my nose has a problem and is making me gag. but Im not sure if it is.

I went to class this morning and then found out that I had no class. Thats what i get from skipping my class the day before.

Oh. So alaska was suppose to send me some money in my bank account the other day but they are thinking about not wanting to give me my money because i was only part time for a semester. So i sure hope they forgive me for that and give me my money anyways.

there are 3 horkley drinks on my kitchen counter. I want horkleys

My roommates don't know how to clean their dishes. They stink like that.

I was looking at ipod touches today. Im positive i'll have one by the end of this year. Im so very excited.

I was listening to last.fm today and found this man named chase coy. Who i like.

i could really use a wish right now.

I just eat a ham and cheese sandwich.

Im sitting next to kimberly in the ricks computer lab

I we have juvenile delinquency together in about 12mins.

For my foundations of sociology class we have to bring in a like grad plan thing. And so i though i would just go to the advising center and get a copy of my fast grad plan. so i went to the hinkley and she said to go to the kimball advising center. i went there and they said they didn't have my fastgrad yet that it must still be with my advisor. so i went back to the hinkley and talked to another lady and she was like no no we or them don't have it yet its with the chair people and then it'll go to the kimball. So. I couldn't get a copy and i'll have to redo it all myself for this class and wait to get a copy till later. oh how i want to be accepted already. i am going to be so very sad if im not. I don't see how they could reject me. They wont they wont.

Theres only me, theres only you.

I just finished watching The Young Victoria. It's like one of my favorite movies now. Its fantastic.

Im in the mc. Just eat some salad. Now i should get to my class. Its at the ricks. I just looked up from watching my movie, right, and the mc is like super full of people. haha.. its funny how i like totally fazed out everything when i was watching it.

Classes are pretty good. I like them all a lot except for family foundations. Its a silly class where the teachers are like trying really hard to make it deep and they are just making its ridiculous and difficult and like totally not deep.

Yes. now to juvenile delinquency with kimberly .

i fell asleep with you still talking to me.

"we had stake tonight it was really good" - this is true.

My last day for work is tomorrow. Joy joy. Work has actually turned out to be pretty great. For 12 dollars an hour and doing what im doing its pretty fantastic. I get to text and everything.

Its difficult to be happy at home. I wish it was easier

I hope the home i have some day is a happy one.

this kind of sucks.

Im just sitting on my couch watching some dexter. Im on to the second episode. Its not too bad. I think i like it. A little creepy. But all right.

I've been thinking about next semester and how sad i am about it. I hope i survive.

Its not fair how things work out sometimes.

im doing my laundry. I don't like doing laundry. I wish clothes stayed clean for forever. I have this one pair a jeans which are my favorite favorite by the way. I like them a lot. I'd wear just that pair if i could.

With the sidewalk and the pigeons and my window reflection.

What was normal in the evening by the morning seems insane.

So. Listening to bright eyes.. fantastic. He really is wonderful.

I'm rather sickly. My throat is a killer and my head is so heavy. Im laying down on the couch. dying i think.

Leather couches. Warm fires. Fluffy pillows. Bright colors,

So. Im ready to leave now. I can't stand the thought of waking up for work tomorrow. and then waking up the next day, and the next, and the next, and the next.

Then its the weekend and Mary & Michael are coming to visit. Very cool. And then I have a dentist and eye doctor appointment. I don't care for the dentist too much. They seem useless... And then i go to chruch and have my last family history sunday school class, which im very fond of.

And then i go to sleep early and wake up for work. Which i do the next day, and the next day, and the next day, and the next.

And then I go Camping!

And then that last week im not sure if i'll still have to go to work.

And then I fly to seattle and then rexburg. Oh joy.

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Its 12:19 in Rexburg, Idaho. But not in Anchorage Alaska. I watched the first disk of season 4 of the hills tonight. It was lovely.

Im rather tired. I should go to bed quickly. quickly.

3 weeks and 2 days until im flying to seattle where i'll hop off the plane see my grand grandparents which im quite excited about. I hope its warm because they have a pool there and it could be very nice to chill outside a bit. Perhaps be tan? Just a little? That would joyful.

I texted kim a bit today while i had my lunch break in the parking lot in kaleigh's car.

Pause.

So im watching a movie with my mother. Its the constant gardener.. So far a little lame, kind of slow. Now its very slow since she has put it on pause to talk to my father who is in Texas for work. I would like to go to Texas right now. I want to be warm and tan and happy. Texas could bring me that. But i'd like to go to a beach so maybe california would bring me that better. Speaking of California i haven't been to an amusement park in so very long. A roller coaster would be quite lovely.

tan+warm+roller coaster=happy.

Works sucks.. I know.

My second day of work was today. I little better then the first day but still quite lame. There is this one grumpy lady named donna, she is grumpy. When she's not around im pretty ok with the job though. I feel a bit unnecessary i don't do much but maybe once training starts i'll be more help i suppose?

I bought some new shoes. They killed my feet

I love weekends now. So very much.

28 days till I leave Alaska.

I still don't know if chad has gotten accepted to fast grad?....

I bit my nail too short on my finger. It hurts

Speaking of It hurts i believe angels and airwaves may be my favorite band?.. Maybe?..

its two days before Thursday

Well. I am home. I have 4 weeks plus seven days. So 5 weeks here in Alaska.

I have a job. I'll be working at the Alaska Womens Health Clinic. or such. It should be fine i hear i wont be doing much just greeting and signing people in occasionally answering the phone.

I redid my blog. But I want the color red and then blue. But the blue and pink still look cool together but then there can't be the red if there is the pink. Its all very difficult.

Hannah is coming over tomorrow.

So is Austin Jenna's boyfriend

My boyfriend Chad will not be coming over

And the internet sucks.

When its slow.

My name is Alexis but I force people to call me Allie with an e on the end, or I hit them. Today I skipped school, because school sucks and I am a rebel with dark hair. Sometimes I have herpes but not right now maybe someday I can have other STD's too

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Its just about my birthday. Im just about 20. In a few minutes plus ten more minutes. So about 12 minutes.

I have homework to do. Just like old testament but that always takes me a little while. Hopefully i don't get to distracted. But this is me actually being distracted from it right now. so.. hmm.. maybe i should stop this and go do that. ..

Ok.

Western Family-Raisins-Net Wt 1.5oz

School starts tomorrow.

The other day I went and bought my school stuff, three pens, a spiral notebook, and one hardcover plan page notebook. And then rented my psychology book from this rental place for 50 dollars and also an iclicker for 12.

But, im very excited for class.

Barbara is watching this old school pretty lame cartoon thing. Its funny. but lame.

Its finally nice outside. Im so happy its warm. Like is so awful when its cold. And i've been feeling cold much too often lately.

I tried to get my dvd's from my hard drive onto my computer. It ends up my computer is very small and doesn't have any memory. So its now on chads tiny computer. And now i have to get ito to my computer so i can burn them onto dvds. But now the dvd shrink thing i use to make dvds is no longer like free to download. So right now im looking for a new program.

But its 1:38am. I must go to sleep.

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So. Im sitting here with my buddy kimberly on the couch. Sitting. Spring semester is starting in a little while. Thats nice. Pretty excited for my classes this semester. They should be good.

Im pretty tired of the opinion center. Its gotten slightly boring. Pretty boring. I'd really like a new job. That would be great.

I want a bed.

And soft lips chap stick.

And darker hair.

If you ain't got a suitcase get a box, or an old brown paper sack

As of tomorrow, Friday 1/29/2010. I'll be headed back to Rexburg Idaho.

So long my luckless romance

Today:
♠ I went to the doctors.. I'm perfect.
♠Ate cottage cheese.
♠ Picked up benjamin and jenna from school
♠ Found out Josiah Leming is coming out with another EP not a full Album. Lame.
♠ Woke up at 9 O'clock.. Am.
♠ Called and talked to a man at the student records and registration department At BYUI.
♠ Decided that grumpy people who work in places where they talk to people.. should not work with people. Grumpy people should stay in their beds, or a box.
♠ Found this kind of cool web site to tricky little symbols.
♠ Also, I miss watching a good Philip Zimbardo movie every once in a while in Mr.Sharies psychology class.